In search of the miracle

This is a message to my well-wishers here. I have been feeling a heavy burden in my heart and thought it would be good to share it with my friends.

It's been one month that Nitesh and I flew to the USA for his treatment. Although we looked forward to the entire journey it was not easy, to say the least. Long hours of flying from one city to another, back and forth trip to the hospitals drained us. Nothing felt good. The toll of travel made him weaker to the extent that a few doctors refused to take his case. But he fought on and we consulted other hospitals and specialists who agreed to help us out. Our Alums and extended friend circle in the US made us feel at home and I couldn't be more thankful to them. 

But this is not a bed of roses. It never was supposed to be, and now it is getting tougher by the day. Nitesh feels a lot of pain despite medicines. His appetite is non-existent. There have been days when he goes to sleep on an empty stomach even though I prepared a meal for him.
At times, I wonder why we must go through this. We feel like two kids lost in this maze. Our friends in the USA have been witness to our struggles.

Today I felt helpless when an erstwhile strong Nitesh who has shown great patience for the past 15 months felt pushed to the point of blurting out, "That's enough God, please stop this". But I know my man will get up again tomorrow morning and tell me "let's go for PET-CT scans". He is showing amazing willpower and we are waiting for that miracle to happen.

We have started his treatment at USC Los Angeles with Dr. Lenz. Tomorrow his scans scheduled and on Monday his treatment will start. This journey has just started and we need your continuous support and prayers.

I am a firm believer in the Almighty who takes care of and listens to us. I believe that we attract what we feel. So I request you, to take some time out and pray for your friend Nitesh. Our collective thoughts together have unmatched power and can heal him. You have all shown your support through numerous calls, messages, and gestures. I am ever grateful to you for continuous support. This is my humble request. Wish for him to be strong. Wish for him to heal.

You are the miracle of our lives; your devotion has immense power. A heartfelt thought sent our way will raise his willpower and lift his spirits. You all have enveloped us in your love. It keeps us safe. It is the miracle we need.
Thank You.